Dia Pergi Selamanya..

27/05/2012

Tarikh yang amat mengejutkan semua orang terutamanya kejutan kepada sahabat rapatnya. She already goes far from us. I still shock about all this. Rasa nak jatuh jak jantung bila dapat tau berita sal ni. From first I don’t want to believe it. Tapi bila tengok makin lama makin banyak yang posting about pemergiannya rasa macam tak percaya that she leave us too soon. Bila tengok banyak yang post about pemergiannya, air mata saya terus terjatuh sebab she also my friend. Sungguh tak sangka dan badan saya pun jadi sejuk lepas mengetahui perkara sebenar ini. Sungguh tak sangka dia akan pergi seawal ini. Ini lah kehidupan kita sebenar, semuanya ditentukan oleh Tuhan tanpa kita duga. Dan hari ni masuk hari ke 10 dia pergi meninggalkan kami semua.

Dia Rohaini dikenali sebagai Anne sahabat yang baik, penyayang dan memahami ini meninggalkan kami pada tarikh 27/05/2012 sebab serangan asma. Dia, saya kenali sewaktu saya belajar di Politeknik Mukah Sarawak. I’m glad to know her and being her friend. Even she not same course with me, kami kawan sebab kami under jabatan yang sama cuma membezakan kami ialah kursus yang kami ambil.

Saya masih ingat lagi yang kami ni dulu taklah rapat mana pun, since semester 5 I know her she is a nice person. Kami rapat dari badminton match and she become my team for double women badminton. Kami juga satu team dalam netball. I gonna miss her and always miss her. Biarpun dalam hanya masa setahun jak saya rapat dengan dia, dia amat-amat meninggalkan banyak kenangan manisnya bersama saya. Poli badminton match, netball match, berjualan minggu keusahawanan JP, jalan-jalan jual cupcake nya and say “belachan”, saya masih ingat lagi waktu paling best sekali sambut hari jadinya dengan air belacan mix kulit kuaci yang kami makan sama-sama sebelum itu. Waktu saya and rumate saya menari untuk lagu yang dia nyanyi biarpun lagu tue terpaksa cancel saat akhir. I’m happy and really glad to know her in my life. It was surprise me after knowing that she leave us forever.

I still remember the moment when we eat together at my room. Salad buah, macaroni salad, sup ketam. Semuanya kami makan bersama. It’s hard for me to forget it. It’s really hard and now I’m crying for it. I just want to say I really miss that moment.

Saya masih ingat lagi bila dia meminta saya untuk ke K.K dan berjumpa dengan dia pada tahun lepas. Tapi saya belum dapat tunaikan. Saya cuma dapat cakap tunggu saya kumpul wang dulu baru saya p K.K. Saya sempat ke Sabah on December and she said kalau dapat kita jumpa la ya. I’m speechless that I couldn’t make it and I’m feeling sorry to her. God love her most than us. She is a nice person and I love u my friend.

I just can say to them all, stop crying about losing her in our life. The best way for us is pray for her. Hope her soul rest in peace and hope she place amongst the faith people by God. Stop crying of losing her but keep remember her with the sweet memory that we have with her. Please be stop crying and sad sebab saya tau dia mesti tak suka kawan-kawan dia sedih sebab dia selalu buat kawan-kawan dia happy. We have to accept the facts that God love her most than us do. She is a nice person and kind to all her friend.

For sure I will always remember her, her voice, her laugh, her smile, her joke that always make people laugh, and most remember is everything sweet memory about her. RIP Anne.  I love you and going to miss you my friend.  God bless your soul. Thanks for being my friend. Thank you very much and forgive me for every mistake I made and I forgive you for every mistake. <3 <3

That's all for today. wink wink**