Long Distance Relationship.

Long Distance Relationship aren't always ideal. In fact, they’re really tough. You spend countless of hours just talking through a phone or through a screen. You can’t see the person when you want to or when you most need it. You can’t hug, you can’t hold hands, you can’t kiss. You lose the intimacy in a physical sense. But then, your relationship becomes based on each other and nothing else.

You learn to COMMUNICATE, because a long-distance relationship without communication is nothing.

You learn to TRUST, because you can’t always see or know everything the person is doing.
You learn to SACRIFICE, because someone’s always going to lose a bit of sleep from the time difference.

And lastly,

You learn to APPRECIATE. So often, we take for granted the people and relationships in our lives because we think they’ll always be there. But when you only have a limited amount of time with a person, you learn to appreciate and cherish every single moment you have with them.

When you finally see that person after weeks or months of seeing them only through a computer screen, It is one of the greatest feelings in the world.

When you've waited for something so long and you finally have it, you cherish it. The key to a long-distance relationship is faith.

If both of you are not willing to give up,
If both of you are willing to stand up and still try after every time one of you or both of you fall.

“Distance isn't for the fearful, it’s for the bold. It’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for the little time with the one they love. It’s for knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don’t see it nearly enough"

I Love you so much Mr. FNCMF. That's always what you do. Me maybe not. Some need times to rebuild. I heart you fat man. xoxo!

Me without you!

Hello peeps! Sharing is caring. Suddenly I just feel so insecure today. Hahaha! Emo tiba-tiba sebab hal lalu. Kuikuikui. Wanna share this video to all. This is especially for him my Mr.FNC.

"Imagine me without you"

This song full of meaning.
Imagine me without you, I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid, Without you there to see me through.

Me without you, is like the beach without sand. You changed my life without even trying and I don't think I could ever tell you how much you mean to me. I can't imagine what things would be like if I hadn't met you. That's all. Love him. wink wink**

Him!

Hello peeps! Sharing is loving. Aww. Its been a long time didn't update ni diary sinta hati. Hahaha! Okay today story is all about him. Him Mr. FNCMF. 15th Aug is our first monthsary. Happy first monthsary my dear fat man. Eh.. Seriously I don't even know macam mana mau kasi bunga-bunga ni bahasa. Hahaha! I just know to say this to him "He doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what I need.." Anything, I'm happy and I appreciate what I have now. He is my everything like he always said to me that I am his everything. Thanks love.

Our first relationship didn't work out. This is our second relationship. Hope everything going well. We know almost 5 months already. I know him well? Erm.. Not sure. Same goes to him maybe. Hahaha! We communicate by Wechat! Paling free sudah. Haha! Sebab he pakai DIGI kan and me pakai CELCOM. Then tiap-tiap hari webcam. How I miss him oh! Below is what he said to me when we have a little cute fight. Cute la sangat! Sweet tak? Haha!

And 16th Aug is our first date. Haha! First time meet err.. I feel so nervous tahap gaban la. Haha! Sampai tanam niat tak mau jumpa. Kuikuikui. Our first date was at Centrepoint Kota Kinabalu Sabah. Hew hew hew. Seriously, kenebesan melanda diri bila tiba saat-saat mau jumpa him. Bergegaq badan siot. Hahaha! Awkward moment from the first we met sampai he habis momom. Nasib baik he not diam-diam juga. Heh! My outfit dgn dia memang not match me rasa la! Haha! Smart and berkasut lagi dia and me outfit with selipar. Hahaha! After a year plus, he is the man that hold my hand again. He is the man that hug me and everything la! Haha! Sure, I'm gonna miss him so much after this.

Thanks God, plan untuk met him success juga la. Ada juga certain plan tak menjadi tapi "serou" la daripada takda kan! Hew hew. At night pula outfit terbalik. He pula pakai selipar sajaaa... Hahaha! But it's okay. Nice what. Simple saja. Heh! Teman him pegi momom lagi. Kasian him belum makan sebab takda teman. Jadi FA la ba! Heh! We spend our night berkaraoke, games and movie tapi with sister la. Sister jadi nyamuk. Hahaha!

* Ah Fui Fat and Ah Chyi Chubby! *

* Our first silly picture! *

* Him and Me *

Just wanna tell, I know that he gonna read all this. I love him so much. I appreciate what we have now. May God bless our relationship. I have someone that will love me with all his heart which is you. You know I'm comfortable with you when I'm weird with you, I sing what ever song comes into my mind I say what's on my mind I talk nonsense. Hehe. How I wish I can stay there for one more day. Namun apakan daya la kan! Kuikuikui. Gonna miss this fat man so much! That's all from me. wink wink**

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PRETEND LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN...

Keep myself in silent mode..

Laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason. :)

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Hello lovely blog, sharing is loving.. I heart him now. But, I am afraid and I just keep thinking "is this the real one for me?" There's still a long long journey in life to go on. Him "Mr.FNC", a person I know near about 4 months maybe. Not near but already 4 months. I don't know what make me heart him. Kena jampi sudah kali! Hahaha! Stupid.. Anyway, we both will trying the best. My smile can make peoples melt? What the hell is that? Hahaha! Macam me yang ada pakai jampi supaya orang boleh melt. Yala, thanks to God cause giving me this smile that can make people melt. "1 kali senyum 3 kali pengsan" hahaha! Just can't say too much. So speechless kalau sudah ada orang cakap macam tu. I'm not perasan juga la. Tapi that's what people tell me. Same goes to him "my man".

"I want to be a girl who makes your bad day become your wonderful day and better and the one that makes you say 'MY LIFE HAS CHANGED SINCE I MET HER'. "

That's all for today. Datang mood mau update so suka hati la mau update anytime I want kan! Kuikuikui.. wink wink**

Happy Father Day + Congratulation Brother!

Father day!

I don't have other picture melainkan guna balik picture papa with me. Hello! That's us! Mr. White hair and his daughter Miss Golden brown black hair. Ngaaa.. Happy father's day to my papa. Papa, for all those thing i left it unsaid. Thanks for being anywhere for me, being my supporter, my guide and my strength to survive all alone here. Thanks, senantiasa mnjadi my banker or payung. Hahaha! Semestinya la kan! Me is his daughter maa. Me dah besar macam ni sepatutnya dah kerja. Bukan terkapai-kapai kat sini mengejar ilmu. But, that's what my papa wish me to do. I just go on with what he ask me to sincerely. You are the greatest gift I ever had from GOD. My papa is a strict person sebab itu la he still treat me like a 5-6 years old child. I still remember this "ni bu yao pian papa oo. ta ni de pigu cai zhe dao" which mean "You dont lie to me. I will smash your butt" hahaha! Kasar beno ayat me buat. Kira macam tue la means nya. Haha! Yesterday, today, forever I LOVE YOU ALWAYS PAPA! I think of family first before others. They are the one and only valuable treasure I own in this world. Happy father's day paps! Not forget also to all fathers in this world especially to my uncles, cousins and friends. Have a nice day. God bless papa and all.. ♥♥♥

Congratulation Brother!

At the same time wanna wish congrats to my brother sebab dapat further study at Politeknik Kota Kinabalu Sabah. Course Electronic Engineering (Computer). Tak boleh pisah lah kakak and adik dari dunia computer. Tetap melekat juga la gene sikit-sikit. Hahaha! Anyway, Good luck to you Bro. All the best ahead. Make mommy and papa proud!

Hangout time!

Hello peeps! Yesterday is the valuable day! Sebab lastly dapat jumpa exhousemate. Lamanya tak jumpa dah after habis kerja at ILP Miri dulu. Really miss her. Apa lagi member lain kat ILP Miri. Yesterday hangout dengan exhousemate at the same time pengantin baru. Hahaha! Me jadi nyamuk la! Kena belanja momom kat Ikan Bakar Parameswara. Bestnya semua kena sponsor. Betul-betul muka doposen la me. Hahaha! Takpa la. Bukan selalu kan. Kuikuikui. Then bawa dorang jalan-jalan kat Jonker Walk. Lepas jonker walk. Bawa mereka naik Menara Taming Sari. Huh! Tak sangka ada orang gayat tinggi. Wakakaka! No wonder la tak banyak cakap time tue. Kantoi disitu.. Hahaha!

* Outfit of the day. Pinky pink! *

* we at Jonker walk! *

* we at Menara Taming Sari *

* gift from Amyrah! Sabah mari! *

dumpling day!

端午节快乐! happy dumpling day to those celebrate it!! may ur dream come true~ Tak dapat celebrate pun takpa la. Apa boleh buat kan kalau forever alone kat negeri orang. Haha! Sedih!

Exam week!

Hello peeps! Wish me luck for two weeks of final exam. Urgh! Too nervous. Too bad. Study yang entah apa-apa la. Me pun don't know what happen. Maybe something messing my mind. Hope that I can forget it. Too much halangan untuk me study this. Ouch! Seriously, it is too bad. Hurm. Anyway, Good luck to my classmate. All the best ahead. That's all from me. Have a nice day. wink wink**

exhousemate wedding day!

yo peeps! Sharing is caring coming. Congratulation to my lovely lovely ex-housemate yang telah selamat dinikahkan on 10th June. Me feel sad pun ada sebab cannot attend their majlis nikah. Teringin gak nak tengok orang bernikah. Me never attend peoples wedding la! Lagi la kasihan. Haha! Paling teruk is me yang paling excited mau cakap TAHNIAH! lol. yala gembira untuk kawan ma.. i wait this moment for a long time sudah!!! me betul-betul mau ucap tahniah utk my housemate, my workmate, my friend yang kili ni. I'm happy for her.. 6 years relationship end with marriage. Nice. I'm so jealous with their long relationship. To her beloved husband. Please do take care of my kakak @ friend okay. I will smash you if you don't. Hahaha! I know he won't do that and will take care of her. Too sad that I can't attend it. You two so sweet on that picture. Nice! Congratz once again.

* Ini saja la yang me dapat bagi. *

Stress of theory!

I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I've been hurt but I'm alive. I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm THANKFUL! Hahaha! This is what happen to me during exam week! I hate theory so much! Susahnya mau hafal semua tue.. Mau pengsan la! Mari makan kertas supaya senang hafal! Hahaha! Damn!

Quotes!

Hello peeps! Lately I love to read quotes. Most of it too meaningful to me and it really have to do with myself.. Sharing is caring here!

Life is all about taking risk. If you don't take risk, you'll never achieve your dreams. No matter how many coins you throw into a fountain or the number of fingers you crossed.. if it's not meant to be, it simply won't happen.

Nobody's perfect, we screw up, we make mistakes, have heartbreaks, go through hard times but you need to know that this is what we called a "LIFE"!

S-T-U-D-Y = [S]inging, [T]weeting Facebooking, [U]nlimited Texting, [D]reaming, [Y]awning.

A confident person is someone who has made mistakes throughout their life, but isn't afraid to stand up and try new things.

Sometimes there are things in life that aren't meant to stay. Sometimes "change" may not be what we want and sometimes "change" is what we need. There's a point in "LIFE" when you get tired trying to fix everything, it's not called as "GIVING UP", it's realizing you don't need "CERTAIN PEOPLE". Then my FB friend "Winal Zikril" added "Willingness to embrace change is a key difference between great people"


In life, you are going to be lied to, left out, talked about, and used, but you have to decide whose worth your tears and who isn't. 

I don't understand our relationship. Sometimes we're friends, sometimes we're more than friends, and sometimes I'm just a stranger to you.

Your past is done, so forget it, your future is yet to come, so dream it, but your present is now, so live it with no regrets!

Just because someone puts you down doesn't mean what they say is true, it only proves that you're better than them and their negativity.

That's all for today. Semata-mata untuk update blog ja. Heh! wink wink**

Web Applicaiton Development Presentation!

Yeah! Today is the day.. Me and others bertungkus lumus jadi zombie not sleep. Urgh! Sebab web hosting fail la. Nak kena upload one by one file into web hosting lagi. Stress sangat la! But thanks God. All going clear and done. Thanks to the unknown man for helping. Just because of one fault depan mata saja! Tiuuu.. Hahaha! If not awal-awal dah settle lah! 

* see my rock eyebag! *

* pity me! *

 * itu jojol! *

* my team member! *

Then everything success. Thanks God! That's all.. wink wink**

Demam lagu Namewee!

Hello peeps! Sharing something funny here. Haha! Just enjoy and listen to this Namewee Thai Love Song. Seriously this song nice and funny. Sambil buat multitasking work me dengar lagu Namewee ni. Stress pun hilang. Enjoy then!

Layan saja! Heh!

happy birthday!

happy 18th birthday to my Sabahan + Bruneian cuzzy "Jenifer Fu". May God bless you. Good luck dear. All the best ahead! Be the best among the best girl!

Testing time!

Sharing something here. After done 95% of web project. Time for my team member to test the project. Uwarghh! I feel too tired to done all this. Anyway, I enjoy it and happy I can make it. Picture via Instagram. Instagram ada. Tapi bajet ada handphone android. Wakaka! Me kasi hantam handphone orang ba itu. Kahkahkah! Peduli la. Janji instagram updated dari di biar berdebu.

And this while waiting for my dinner Nasi putih + Sup tomyam ayam datang. Me hantam momom this green peas. Hungry! Then boleh saja la si geng send gambar heineken tu. Bukan me pandai minum juga. Hahaha! Bengong.

That's all.. Hahaha! wink wink**

Almost done!

Good morning peeps! Sharing some quote here. Life gets you down, but you learn to get up. This thing will happen again and again, but you will be stronger than before. Stay smiling, be strong!

Yeah! Finally done 95% web project! fuiiihhh! another 5% touch up project. Hebat tak Elie Da Vevina? Wakakaka! Kambang bulu hidung.. The latest for today.

Thanks for the T!

Hello peeps! Another quote to share. Remember the past, plan for the future, but live for today, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come. "I hate feeling jealous when we're not even together." then the quote tertembak sampai ke dalam otak me. Hahaha! Final exam is coming. Nervous gila! Terus rasa mau fever ni. Haha! Anyway, thank you to si notot Suhaida for the BN T-shirt. This is not politics.. Just collection only okay! Kuikuikui.

Pupus + Boipren!

Hola peeps! Wanna share something. Seriously my friend ni kejam sangat. Haha! Sedeyh! Muka me tak layak join golongan yang sedia ada. Me terletak dalam golongan yang hampir pupus. Kejam kan. Hahaha! See down here conversation between me and him at twitter.

what he try to tell is me tak layak jadi drunker la. Hahaha! It's okay la. Acceptable reason. Sometimes I really wish I can be that bad girl. Tapi yala, this is me! Hahaha!

Then, conversation between me and my exhousemate. Haha! Paling gila la. Paling sedih lagi no one believe my relationship status is SINGLE. uwaaa... kejam! kejam! It's okay la. Haha! Me minta my exhousemate carikan. Wakakakaka! But me ada permintaan yang melampau lah! Kahkahkah! Wanna know? Just read our little conversation down here. Ngaa..

Hahaha! Teruk punya permintaan. Mau yang hensem, tinggi. That's all. wink wink **

Hello June!

Hello June! Hello peeps! Start this month with smile. And yeah, I still struggle on my Web Project. Urgh! Too tired. Luar dah terang and me not yet sleep lagi. Tidak apa la. Itu la kerja last minit orang cakap. Padan muka diri sendiri la. Ngaaa.. Anyway, well said.. Whatever life gives you, even if it hurts you, just be strong and act like you're okay. Remember: strong walls shake but never collapse. Keep smile ELIE! I love Marilyn Monroe quotes. Too much meaning. :)

when?

Hello peeps! Just sharing something.. Terniat di hati untuk meluah kat blog. To whom it might concerned to, I'm seek for apologize. I just not too strong to say sorry in front of the person. Something keep playing in my mind when I try to apologize, the person seems to ignore me. Ouch! Pedih macam kena cucuk pisau kat jantung. Serious, tak terniat pun nak moody or marah-marah. But why don't if ada benda serious please be serious. Kan dah kena marah. Me juga la yang bodoh sebab moody-moody boleh-boleh nak marah kat orang. Kadang-kadang terfikir gak. Why this things have to keep for a long time.? First time I got a "friend" yang mula-mula fun then ignore me. First time juga I got a "friend" yang boleh touching because of me. Just so speechless. Yeah. Its been almost 2 months we didn't talk, joking around, smashing, hitting, hang out, laugh out loud and so on. I miss that actually. Tapi, nak buat macam mana. Too sad. I've tried to apologize. That why I choose untuk duduk kat belakang dia supaya senang untuk me minta maaf. Then what I got. Ouch! So ouch! The person stand up and duduk kat depan. Ya. I'm so touch! And yes, I'm crying that time. I guess no one know I'm crying that time. Then, I just said to myself. Ouh, okay. If that's what the person wanted to. I will do it too. But there is a side that no one can help us untuk jadi macam dulu. Masing-masing ego kot. Nak buat macam mana ni? :'( May be or not the person read what I'm post through my Facebook. It is for the person. Ya, I'm trying too. Tapi, it's hard. Dah lama dah kot. I'm sure this will be too awkward. I am sorry! I miss to be like before. But when? That's all peeps! ♥♥

long distance relationship!

Hello peeps! Sharing is caring coming to you. Heh! Today entry is about long distance relationship. Sometimes, I just don't believe long distance relationship can really work out or not. It maybe can work out, but depends on the person. Ya! Depends on a person. Apa lagi kalau long distance relationship yang kita never meet the person. Haha! But I really salute this couple down here. Thumbs up for this couple. I found shared by my friend. So sweet. Awww.. Haha! After read it, I just so speechless. And yes, I already believe in long distance relationship. 5000 miles separate them. It is too far.

She said :

" We both waited for almost 4 years just to see each other again. But the long distance between us didn't stop us to give up. it just made us even more stronger. And yes, we made it through together and I hope we'll last forever!!! I love you so much baby!!!  He went to Manila all the way from Norway and me from Japan to finally see each other again. It was more than 5,000 miles between us all the years we're apart. But yeah even the longest distance won't stop us from loving each other. :">  It's true, "distance means so little when someone means so much." "

How I wish if it is the true and happen to me. :')

That's all. wink wink**

Inspiration from JinnyboyTV!

Hello peeps! Just wanna sharing something that very stupid things I have done. Haha! Tapi picture only la. Ada ala-ala gwiyomi gak la. Anyway layan dulu video down here. Heh! Enjoy! Sure laugh!

* Here I am! Haha! *

Haha! Itu je.. Sharing is loving. ♥♥ wink wink**

Gwiyomi sick!

Hello peeps! Sharing is loving. Sejak dua tiga empat lima hari ni semua popular dengan gwiyomi. Haha! Cute juga la dancing tue. Guna tangan and mimic muka je. Haha! So lol. Sampai ada juga man yang ikut. Man, they are so cute. So muahh2. Haha! Lol! Layan je la compilation gwiyomi from girls and man ni. Sambil-sambil tue practice la. Haha!

enjoy! wink wink**

We can learn to love again!

Hello peeps! Sharing is caring.. Since already more than 1 years I've been single.. Fuyo! I already forget the feel of loving people again. Teragak-agak. Think so much! Entry ni nak share lagu baru from Pink and Nate Reuss Just Give Me A Reason. Why I love this song is they said.. We can learn to LOVE again. Macam mana nak learn eh? Haha! Layan je la lagu tue. Nice song ok! :)

Enjoy! wink wink**

No time!

Hello! I have no time untuk update my blog ni.. Thought want to remove this blog tapi sayang! Haha! Takpe la. Biar la berdebu kadang-kadang. Tak kesah la. Follower pun tak banyak gak. Yang penting my story life diceritakan di sini. Nak update gak sal activity yang lalu. Tapi tak free sangat la untuk picture editing lagi. Dah edit nanti baru me update ni blog. Aww.! Sorry elie da vevina blog. Akan me update juga my activities sebelum cuti until my holiday trip minggu lepas. Busy sikit this week. Maybe weekend. I try my best. Ok have fun. Love! wink wink**

Jom Ceria Bersama PM

Holla holy, sharing is caring or loving hantam je la. Heh! Yesterday kitaorang pergi Putrajaya untuk ikut program Jom Ceria Bersama PM. Anjuran Pihak 1 Malaysia For Youth (1M4U). Macam-macam hal la dah berlaku. Dari pagi sebelum gerak and lepas sampai. Program tue buat kat Dataran Putrajaya, Presint 3, Putrajaya. Nak tau jom ar baca kalau rajin la. Tiada paksaan!

Okay! Straight to the point, semata-mata sanggup nak ikut program ni me tak tidur langsung sebab kena get ready on 5.30 a.m. Bapak awal kan. Dah suruh tunggu kat Lestari. Tapi next kami kena suruh jalan kaki pagi-pagi hari tue ke PPP. Exercise di pagi hari. Bukan nak mengeluh apa. Kalau dah tetapkan tempat tue tetapkan la sekali saja and never change it.

Then, bus dah datang and kitaorang tunggu dalam bus and wait for another bus. They said they already book 3 buses. Tapi tiba-tiba seorang pegawai tue terpaksa cancel sebab sakit. Sampai je bus yang satu lagi. Sekali turun ramai gila orang yang takda tempat duduk. And paling menyakitkan hati is... kami yang sudah duduk kat bus lebih awal dari mereka tue, kena suruh keluar and balik. Hello! Mereka halau kitaorang la. Mentang-mentang kitaorang tinggal kat Lestari so senang je dorang nak suruh kami turun. Macam-macam cara la dorang buat. Kami tetap pertahankan! Program yang patut start on 7 a.m - 12.30 p.m. Pukul 7 tue pun kitaorang tak gerak lagi sebab hal ni la. Nasib baik la geng Lestari yang duduk paling depan mempertahankan hak kitaorang. Kalau yang depan senyap je. Kami yang belakang akan bersuara. Thanks to them.

Bincang punya bincang. Tetap kami juga yang nak dijadikan masalah. Ini bukan salah kitaorang and this is all management punya salah. Bukan kita tau pun apa-apa benda boleh jadi. Mereka tak buat backup driver pun. Huh! Sangat kecewa. Seriously, management kat sini memang mengecewakan me. I'm so sorry. Ini cuma luahan hati me saja. And nasib baik la pakcik bus tue juga la yang pergi call kawan dia sorang lagi. And finally, thanks pakcik and thanks to God sebab everything settle.

Bus kitaorang gerak dah pagi and dah nampak dunia dah. Bayangkan dari kul 6 pagi kitaorang tunggu sampai semua ni selesai. Dekat kul 7.30 baru gerak. So sad! Sad lagi bila sampai kat destinasi kami ambil baju and makanan sahaja. Program tue dah habis. Kecewa yang teramat la tak sempat nak join program tue. Bukan kami lewat sampai, but, program tue habis awal. Sedeyh dol! Then planning pergi alamanda shopping mall kat putrajaya tue. Haha!

So, our program Jom Ceria Bersama PM bertukar ke Jom Ceria Bersama Rakan-Rakan. Lokasi at Alamanda Shopping Center. Haha! Memang terbaik la. Peluang untuk jalan-jalan pun memang ikut masa sebenar. Kul 12.30 mesti gerak balik dah. See picture!

* Kak Sarah (Gangster) and Dilah *

* Chen, me and Fizah *

* Me and wee *

* Fizah and Aza *

* Sesudah tiba peace from me mustache green tee * 

* Kesempatan yang di belakang. Haha! *

* Sesudah sampai di Alamanda! Ini kes sengaja punya gambar! * 

* Model pintu Alamanda *

* Haha! Bola Kampung. *

* Bola Kampung Model tak macam model * 

* Good *

That's all for today entry. Have a nice day people. wink wink**